Happy Fuckin New Year

Well this was fun. Sitting here all alone playing Halo 2 non the less. This just sucks balls. I could of stayed home longer i guess and spent it with friends and family but some times you just have to do what you think is best. And i thought coming back down would be better. I got a total of 8 hours in at work since i came back. Whopty do. If u can't tell im in a littl bit of a mood tonight. No liz didn't call, (that could be part of the problem) it just one of those things. Went out last night. Don't know if i should of or not. Strange things can transpire when ur looking for some thing and get some thing completely opposite. Why do women have to be such teases??? Im so confused in my life......atleast there are some women in my life that care a little. I don't know any more. I have no clue how to handle women right now....Im being burned by them left and right now. I had a nice simple life. It all made sense to me. I had it all figured out. Now.....all i know is that im going to school for a degree in turf. Thats all i know. I have no clue what im specifically going in to....Baseball or Golf.....Ill figure it out sooner or later. *sigh*.......New Years Resolution.....Figure out my female situation in my life.